well for all who didn't or don't know....lately i've been having alot of problems. either way, i put on a smile for you guys, i hope i did it alright, i didn't want anyone to care or worry.  and i still kinda 'dont. so dont. its not other people's jobs to worry about me.  but just incase i might ever have to go for the short lil bit....dammmit, you guys still better not worry or anything or i'll kick your @$$es. but anyways i just wanna let you guys know.

i might have to go to a special...really no might about it, i already have to....but anywways, i'm gonna go see a special doctor. i'm not gonna tell you guys anything like the detials becuase...then you'll just worry and i dont want people to worry about me. but there i'll be getting a ct scan, and maybe other things. and if after that im not on for abit, dont worry. i'm fine, im okay, just...can't talk or something.

or if i cant wait forr the special doctor for reasons, and im absent for abit, still dont worry. i am forbidding it. no worrying kay? its nothing serious. just keep your selves happy and keep out of trouble until i get back. and if you go to school and you hear or see im gonna be gone for awhile, please be nice and get my notes, test homework and things i missed. i dont want to fail

well that's all. i just wanted to sa y this becuase i have my reasons. remebering no worrying. please?

well remeber, i loves you guys :) please if this does happens do as i ask?