It is funny as I have not been online all morning and the first thing I do is come in here to write down everything that has happened. You would think that at 22 I would have a life. The truth of the matter is...that I do but I also am trying to be serious about keeping this up and up to date. It is hard to do though when you know that you are having to go to school and work full time just so that you can support yourself.

I guess I do not have a life as I was asked out by this guy in my class today and I told him that he would have to get back in touch with me in 2012 that is when I will be done with college. I told him that maybe then I would have time. I saw the sad look on his face so I told him that I could go have a cup of coffee with him if he would like. So we went to have a cup of coffee and we talked. It was good.

I thought that he would bow out when I told him that I am a exotic dancer. He did'nt instead he asked where I danced and if it would be alright if he came to watch me sometime. I told him that it would be ok but that he would not be able to get upset with how people are there. He said ok. He is going to come see me dance tonight and then he is going to take me to this all night restaurant for breakfast. It will be nice to have someone to talk to while I wind down enough to fall asleep for a couple of hours.

I really like this guy he seems really easy to talk to. Will have to see how the friendship progresses. Hopefully it will lead into a strong friendship, I never have enough friends so I could afford to have one more.

I made it small because I did not like medium font it was just to big and bold for me. So how is everyone out there doing? I am doing pretty good. I am not sure about all this chat stuff that is out there but I am beginning to learn a little bit more. Not really sure if that is a good thing though. I do like having the option to talk to someone or not talk to them. It is actually better then the telephone.

I went to work last night and did not get out until it was time for my early morning class which I almost missed. I really hate that I am having so much trouble in school right now. My Professor seems to think that maybe I am not getting enough sleep. I wonder if that is because I keep falling asleep during her lectures. She told me that I am going to have to quit my night life or quit my education. I informed her that my night life it what was paying for my education.

Then she asked me what it was that I do, I told her...I am a stripper in a all night strip club. And believe you me I get paid more then you do and have to work alot less hours. She just looked at me and said that if I do not keep up my grades I will not pass. She was all willing to help me until she realized what it was that I did for a living. You would have thought that I told her that I was a hooker or something. Which really should still not matter to her. Cause as long as I am sitting in her lectures she is getting paid for me being there.

I basically told her that. And that she should never judge someone if she does not know the reason for what they are doing what they are doing. She invited me to go have something to drink with her this afternoon if I had time. I told her that I did and that I would be willing to do so if we could like meet at the place. She asked me if I like Starbucks and I told her that would be good and that I would see her later today.

So I will let you know what that was all about tomorrow when I am back on here. I am going to try to keep this thing going everyday but the weekends are really hard for me as that is when I cram for the week ahead. But I will try. I will talk to you tomorrow have a really good evening.

You know it is funny how you go through life and think that you are always going to be alone. You do your job and you go to school. You keep your life busy but simple. You never expect to meet anyone that will take your breath away.

I have heard that happening to people all the time. They have their lives planned out and they know exactly what they are going to do with their lives and then WHAM....POW they meet someone who blows them away and their life is never the same. Well that is what happened to me.

I went online to find a friend of mine...she said that she would be on this certain chat engine so I went on there and I found someone else. He is so interesting to talk to that I totally forgot that I was looking for my friend. And now that I have been talking to him for a few more days I have just decided that I will have to talk to my friend on the phone.

I know what your thinking...you met this guy online .... he could be a pervert....or worse. And I say to you, you could be right...but either way it is my life. It really is not like I am going to meet him anytime soon or ever. He is just someone that I like to talk to. He makes me laugh and God knows that I do not do alot of that.