my friend Hamoudi cetin, it was like two weeks ago we were talking about visiting our homeland palestine but then we heard about the isreali attack on gaza and were having second thoughts. But then we decided nothing bad could possibly happen, so we bought two tickets to palestine, unexpectedly i got a call from his older brother Ali who said that he got into an accident...not describing what kind of accident! so i got to the hospital as fast as i could and to my horror when i got there he was already in the i.c.u and all i could do was wait those grueling 5 hours. I found out it was a case of poisioning...intentionally! but to who do it we have no idea. when he got better overtime he said he knew who did it but wasnot going to blame that person, making it a suicide case.....now theres all kinds of problems people hating him and such. I told him he should go away for a while but theres something he wasnt telling me, jan 1 we had an awesome new years and celebrated grandly.

the date jan 3, will haunt me for the rest of my life...this is the day i got another call this time from a close friend telling me that "Hamoudi passed away 6 in the morning", i was speechless and thought of all the times we had so much fun...it came crashing down like lightning on my heart...i thought to myself i loved this guy and i never told him...even now i feel like i could have done something maby i wasnt a good friend, maby i could have prevented this. I thought dying in palestine was a possibility but this....