Entry 1

Wow, my first journal entry. Here it goes.

So I tried typing this journal earlier, however it didn't save. So I will try and remember everything I said.

I decided to start doing an online journal because I think it will help me just get my thoughts and feelings out. I'm hoping that it will relieve some stress and just make life easier.

I have recently changed my style from gym shorts and sports Ts to jeans, vests, and graphic Ts. It kind of makes me feel like a rockstar or someone that is important. I'm not sure why, but I do know that my new obsession is definitely vests and graphic Ts! I am also hoping to be getting some sweet scarves! Random, I know, but it's totally me!

I've also been thinking about a certain boy lately. Not just any boy, a really special guy! There's only three problems, he doesn't know I exist, I've never met him in person, and he's a famous rockstar! Yep, I'm in love with a celeb, and he doesn't even know it!

He's seriously so amazing! I could sit here and talk about him for hours, but I won't do that. He is the romantic one of the group. I don't know what it is about him that makes my heart melt. Could it be his charm, unique personality, dark curly hair, gorgeous hazel eyes, or his adorable laugh. Well, whatever it is about him, he's got me hooked!

I sometimes sit and just dream about what it would be like meeting him. Actually talking to him and having the best conversation in my life. I think about what it would be like to hug him, hold his hand, kiss him, and just merely be in his presence! Did I also mention he is an amazing guitarist?? Well, he is! It's crazy because his current acclaimed girlfriend apparently looks somewhat like me, or so I've been told. I just know that once he meets me, he will want to be with me. I know it sounds crazy.

I can't get him off of my mind. I can't wait for when the day finally comes where I talk to him and see him standing before me. It will be a dream come true, that's for sure! I'm just hoping that day will come soon! I am going to a concert, I just don't know when.

Well, that is all I have now. Untill next time!