urn:jj:justjournal.com:atom1:vgonzalesz4veronicaJustJournal2026-05-07T08:14:47.690Zurn:jj:justjournal.com:atom1:vgonzalesz4:20867(no subject)2010-11-11T00:27:00.000Z2010-11-11T00:27:00.000Z<p>In the moring i am going to wake up and become a better person
and make sure i do the right things like</p>
<p>1. clean room</p>
<p>2. eat breakfast</p>
<p>3. jog for 30 min</p>
<p>4. do homework</p>
<p>5. find a job</p>
<p>this are things that i want to do i am going to change my eating
habbits because i
<span
style="background-color: yellow">want to have a baby and i really
want on so bad. </span></p>
urn:jj:justjournal.com:atom1:vgonzalesz4:20837New and fresh start2010-11-06T02:13:00.000Z2010-11-06T02:13:00.000Z<h3
style="color: red"> </h3>
<p>
<span
style="background-color: yellow">
<span
style="background-color: #ff00ff">Today i have straighten my
act I have done everything to go back to UTPA and i really want
to attend so i am going to be going to go to both schools all i
need to do on monday is to sign up to see my advisors and then
i am going to go change one of my class for math and i have
been doing all my homework and i am really trying this time...
I have loved the way i have changed all i need to change now is
my eating habits i have been more responsible and cleaning so i
know i can do this journey and i hope that i can just to it and
be a good person.</span>
</span>
</p>
urn:jj:justjournal.com:atom1:vgonzalesz4:20814what i did 2010-11-04T11:50:00.000Z2010-11-04T11:50:00.000Z<p>
<span
style="background-color: lime">
<span
style="font-family: Arial">
<span
style="font-size: larger">
<span
style="background-color: yellow">yesterday i woke up and
watch t.v and got on the computer adnd that's all i did. I
wish i could have done more but i didn't and i don't know
why am i so lazy with everything. I need to start making
better choice in my life and i need to start doing my
homework because if i don't then i won't make good
decisions and i will never get out of college if i don't
start straighting up</span>
</span>
</span>
</span>
</p>
<p>
<span
style="background-color: lime">
<span
style="font-family: Arial">
<span
style="font-size: larger">
<span
style="background-color: yellow">My Goal for this
weeks</span>
</span>
</span>
</span>
</p>
<p>
<span
style="background-color: lime">
<span
style="font-family: Arial">
<span
style="font-size: larger">
<span
style="background-color: yellow">1. wake up</span>
</span>
</span>
</span>
</p>
<p>
<span
style="background-color: lime">
<span
style="font-family: Arial">
<span
style="font-size: larger">
<span
style="background-color: yellow">2. clean the room</span>
</span>
</span>
</span>
</p>
<p>
<span
style="background-color: lime">
<span
style="font-family: Arial">
<span
style="font-size: larger">
<span
style="background-color: yellow">3. check if i have
homework</span>
</span>
</span>
</span>
</p>
<p>
<span
style="background-color: lime">
<span
style="font-family: Arial">
<span
style="font-size: larger">
<span
style="background-color: yellow">4. start doing
homework</span>
</span>
</span>
</span>
</p>
<p>
<span
style="background-color: lime">
<span
style="font-family: Arial">
<span
style="font-size: larger">
<span
style="background-color: yellow">5. and when done with
everything can watch t.v</span>
</span>
</span>
</span>
</p>
urn:jj:justjournal.com:atom1:vgonzalesz4:20779dealing with life2010-11-02T18:45:00.000Z2010-11-02T18:45:00.000Z<p>Today i felt like a failure, I have so much depression in me and
i feel like i don't belong here in this world and that i don't want
to be in this world. I can't finish school, can't keep a job,
having trouble paying bills, and my bf who doesn't really want to
be with me even though he says he does but i know he does not is
painful. My whole life i have put everyone first before me and i
have given everyone what i could but i feel like if nobody wants to
be with and cares about me. I have been in so much depression since
i was small i feel like my mom never really like cared about me and
i was quiet and shy until i got tired and now i get upset easily
and i don't like the way i become i hate my self because everyone
in life had made fun of me like my sister,bf and it hurts so much.
I try to lose weight but its so hard. My education is a failure i
started off so good but i keep faling and i know i can do it but i
just don't do it every semester. I feel like a failure i need help
with guidence......</p>