help me

all the things i did for him. and this is still wat i get.. i jus wanted him to love me.. if he couldnt do that.. cant he atleast be sorry for al the broked promises he made? cant he atleast be sorry for wat he did to me.? i just want him to make it up to me. i just want someone to make it up to me. i want someone to take all this pain away from me. . 'ther is nobody.ive only got myself to make myself okay.i dnt even have myself anymore. he took that away from me.. i gave myself completely to him... wat do i do now. all ive got is this pain.. nothing else. no mind. no sense of reality to make myself okay again. no friend. no family. no self. nothin to help make it go awaywat do i do now .. all ive got is this pain. and nothin else ..