What a diffence a night makes

2010-10-05T12:24:00.000Z

Well I decided to leave my computer at work so that I would not drive myself crazy waiting for Joh to come online. Fortunately, the internet was off so it all worked out. I did really miss him! Iam hoping to pull myself out of this zone until I se him tomorrow and he makes me weaker again then I would be back to square one. For now I am doing quite well today unlike sunday night and yesterday I almost went of my rockus. Goee this love things is osmething else. I wish he knew that I can give him all the love he needs and more and it seems he can do the same. I still had him in my dreams so that's pretty serious, anyway I' gonna work this lord,...