Mon, 12 May 2008

11:48 PM - (no subject)

Yet another warm day and a dull one at work. Was tired at work as I didn't sleep very well as I had that nightmare I have every now and then. The one where I scream in my sleep trying to wake myself up. Of course for the past 5 years E has had the 'honour' of being there to gently shake me awake, but not this time. Took me a while to wake up and a good time to go back to sleep. I find the biggest part is wanting to. It makes me scared to close my eyes again.
So having said yesterday about playing cool with A, she e-mailed and asked if by any chance I was going into town and could get her a voucher. Of course I could. Which meant I 'had' to see her tonight. Stopped off on my way home for about 45 mintes, had a cup of coffee (I nearly typed 'nice cup of coffee' - A doesn't make a nice cup of coffee!) and sat in the garden and chatted. Only A and E home so that was nice. E said she hated me! but when I complaned she said she didn't really and she gave me a kiss when I left!
Went for a bike ride again after. Then I had tea then being a saddo I drove the car round my bike route to measure it - just over 13 miles. Not as far as I thought it was actually but it all helps. Would've gone to the YM as usual on a Monday but P is away and P was busy and I didn't hear anything from T or M.

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