E came over for a couple of hours tonight, brought a few dvds back she'd borrowed and watched some tv with me. It was nice and v comfortable, no awkwardness. She even wore my slippers without asking, which I thought was very um... comfortable. Bit sad now she's gone though. I know we were over, gone as far as we were going to and all that but even so, her not being here has left a huge hole in my life and I do still miss her. I've just text her and said nice to see her etc. Said that I'm sure we'll go to the pub on Saturday for my birthday and she is welcome to come if free. Wonder how she will reply. Not much else to report apart from this. Weather was nice today. I read out in the sun at lunchtime again and tonight, in the brief time I had between dinner and E's arrival I went for a walk up the level crossing lane. Lovely evening, loads of lambs out there still.