Got up late today as tried to get a docs appointment about my rashes. Fat chance. Nothing until Weds morning. Quite a good day at work today, plenty to do but quiet as far as distractions and being bothered by the irritating people goes. Also with A away in France, J not working on Monday and E, well you know, I didn't have one "friendly" e-mail. That must be a first. One day wasn't too bad because as I said I was fairly busy but I def wouldn't want that scenario to be a permanent fact of life! Talking of e-mails I had a few scary one's from Y again. The way she says she feels sometimes and what she might do is v worrying. Like before, I tried to say the right things, but hey what do I know. She said she'd e-mail me some more to home tonight. But she hasn't.
Tonight went out and played snooker with P and P. M and T there briefly too. As above, was weird to be out all night with no texts to swap with A. She said she'd text from France if/when. And she offered I didn't ask. But altho it would be nice to hear from her - more than nice, every one I receive always brightens up that moment - I really don't expect to receive any. Hey its only 4 or 5 days and she's on a super holiday. She really shouldn't be sparing a thought for me.