Why

Shits appeasing to the eyebut why do you keep comingback for more? All you do is cause more heart ache thatyou probably dont even realizebut what you do and how you do it and how you say iteffects me in every way physicaly mentally and emotionally. wheather you believe it or not im in love with you from the very starti knew it. i dont even know how to handle itbut every time you come aroundi quiver, i shiver, i stop and cant even maneuveri cry myself to sleepsometimes i cant even sleepi dream i wonder and i thinkit might be a little obsessive i know but i know for a factthat i can provide a better life than anyone for youbut i know that its not up to mewhat is is what you really wantbecause in the end your happinessis all that really matters.ughhh but its so hard to wanna break it offi dont even know where to begin,it seems like its all coming to an end before it even begani cant even imagine what i wanna tell you becausethere is so much that i want a lifetimewith I and Iselfish as it may seem i will earn it i will do everything in my power to please you to make you smile to make you happy to give you everything you want. why do you get ahold of me without ever knowingyou take advantage of me i notice and i care but i want you around so badill do whatever it takes.: