Only in time will this play out but i suffer inside and out. My mind is a trembling wreck my heart is a bleeding beat i walk with my head down in shame for i cannot speak Sleep will never be the same as i lay with my eyes open facing the endless black ceiling that never smiles back, all i can see is those big bright white teeth that shine the light but as i reach it your lips close and there is no more. I am no more.

Blind to what was in front of me I now can see the truth that got ahold of me Binding our two souls as one We walk as seperate entities With a power only we know As time progressed you took control of me Had my mind, Had my heart, Had my body,Babe, you got ahold of me Walked all over me Used me, Abused me, and Hung me up to dry I lay my head to my pillow and realize You put a false hope inside one that I could confide But in the end my heart died Slowly the feelings for you began to subside Poof, be gone, you are outta my mind.

Lies, Lies, Lies Your lies have been uncovered I dont really care But the fact that you had to lie Makes me question your motives Have I not been truthful from the beginning Have I not done and gone beyond everything you asked of me Have I not taken care of you I hate the fact that you see everyone as your next high I hate the fact that you feel you have to lie I hate that you are constantly looking for a high I hate that you are always inebriated I hate this emotional toll you have on me I hate that your never yourself around me I hate that you are never there for me I hate that you lie to me I hate that you are ashamed of me But most of all what I hate is the fact that I dont hate you at all, Im not mad at you or the fact of, Im just disappointed that you made me a sucka when i asked you not too