The thing that i did was not fully justified in my head, it was an inebriated thought that was pulsating in my brain. I layed there in bed with all these vivid images pouring into my head of what could happen but in the end, it didnt do any justice what so ever. If anything it created a void within this relationship of friendship that I once had. If this is fixable I will do my best to repair but if its not than I fully accept the reprecautions of my actions. However I do regret and wish I could turn back time to avoid this mistake from ever happening.