im having a nice day. i got up watched part of my real women have curves, did two loads of clothes and went to aa. my friend jennifer and i still arent talking however everyone else was glad to see me. i just steam cleaned my living room . i got a magazine to read, and my new games that are on the net. oh my new, old diet is going great , thats why im in a good mood,

im looking forward to 2004 with expectation. those who know me may ask why, last year was a tight fight and sometimes when you have been through pain and disappointment and things begin to look up you regain confidence as youve weathered another storm.
i went to work, two grocery stores , the car wash even did my windows.
i have a movie to watch , real women have curves, its a plus size womens matra.
my biggest challenges are still relationship related. i came close in 03, not really but closer than the last seven years, however i just cant let go of being single and liking it.
of course on holidays i think wouldnt it be nice.... and yes it would with my soulmate whom ever that maybe. ive quit searching like a private eye because ive figured out i dont even know the criteria, at least not precisely, good protection too, you cant find what doesnt exist.

everyone is out of town or something. i suppose its time to go back to work im bored. i cant motivate myself to do much of anything today. im ok though. i go in early on mondays.