me

im looking forward to 2004 with expectation. those who know me may ask why, last year was a tight fight and sometimes when you have been through pain and disappointment and things begin to look up you regain confidence as youve weathered another storm.
i went to work, two grocery stores , the car wash even did my windows.
i have a movie to watch , real women have curves, its a plus size womens matra.
my biggest challenges are still relationship related. i came close in 03, not really but closer than the last seven years, however i just cant let go of being single and liking it.
of course on holidays i think wouldnt it be nice.... and yes it would with my soulmate whom ever that maybe. ive quit searching like a private eye because ive figured out i dont even know the criteria, at least not precisely, good protection too, you cant find what doesnt exist.