Raven's Journal

I am bored, tired and rather out of it today. I've had a muffin and half a cup of coffee. Nothing is really helping.

I am rather upset this morning that I must miss the funeral on Friday. Even though a funeral and a wedding on equal in importance, I would rather attend the funeral.

John's death hit me harder than I expected. I feel very depressed today. Partially I know I won't be able to attend the funeral. Funerals help me greatly in the mourning process. Basically I will be having a horrible time at wedding when I much rather be sad at home.