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Mon, 5 Dec 2005

5:53 PM - Grrr....

As pointed out, I can post whatever I want in my journal as a public entry.

Here's the reasons I dislike Evan (I don't like to use the term hate since it's a very strong word). Disclaimer all of this is my opinion, hence why I am using words like "think" and "feel."

1. I think Evan has backwards attitudes toward women. Evan seems to like to make jokes about women's "role" in society. I have been informed by some international students at my Uni, that there is a significant portion of British men who are not progressive and modern in their thinking about women. I have dealt with too much shit in my life to be polite about this type of attitude. I don't tolerate this attitude in other women either. Though in some situations I have learned to sit and smile, but if I don't have to - I won't.

2. I feel Evan is cocky. Most of his attitude I attribute to his age. Maybe someday he will learn no one has the world by the balls.

The rest of this list is related to his behavior I observe in the ET clan directly. Laffer is aware of some of my opinions about his ET clan, but not all.

3. I feel Evan has discouraged members from joining. People could say I have done the same, but again I try not to post on ET clan business. I do hear Laffer's opinion on potential members, but that's about it.

4. It seems everytime I glance over and see Laffer playing ET with Evan (especially in a match), Evan is not trying. I sometimes think Evan is just waiting for a better ET clan to recruit him.

5. I think Evan cost FG the extra ET server. FG would have lost the match even if Evan had actually played and not fucked around. However there was a very good chance if FG had a good showing, FG might have won a smaller ET server for second place. I feel Evan destroyed this chance and his behavior reflected poorly on himself and all of FG.

Just remember I can write I want, and pretend that my comments do not hurt real emotions or have any consequences. I can pretend that I will not offend a real person, instead I am referring to an unfeeling beast. Therefore I will never have to apologize for hurting this "beast", because beasts do not have feelings and cannot be hurt.

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5:56 PM - One more thing...

I noticed Evan still lists me on his friends page. I am asking nicely for him to remove me. I will remove myself from his list if I must, but I am asking nicely.

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