Raven's Journal

It's kind of funny. Often i find myself placed in the opposite role of an earlier situation. One just ended a few minutes ago. I really am not going to go into it. But maybe the whole thing will help me. A few weeks ago I realized why I have difficultity in my interpersonal relationships. I have such fucking lofty goals for friends. Seriously I do. People aren't like that. In the process, I tend to attract people more fucked up than me as friends.

I know this former friend (4 weeks or more for me, probably 20 minutes from his end) had to send me a tell off e-mail. That's fine. It's therapy. I don't feel much in response. I don't even feel like replying.

At least everything is clear.