girl is here today

There are so many things that have changed in this ones life. She is now studying how to live in the lifestyle that she knows in her heart is the way she should have been living all this time. Girl is very excited about her decision and knows that it is right for her. She just hopes that she will be able to do a good job at it. She has been studying many things and she knows that one of the reasons she has chosen this lifestyle is because it is right for her but, there is another reason.

When girl was growing up she would watch her mother yell at her Father saying that He did nothing for her. Yet He was the one that went out everyday even when He was sick and worked. girls mother sat in the house and watched tv and got fat. Father worked so hard that it killed Him when he was 35. Father fell asleep on the way home from work. He had not been feeling good that day, He told mother that He was thinking about staying home but she said no. She killed my Father by making Him go to work. It was six months later and mother remarried, this new father beat my mother all the time. she deserved it.

girl watched her mother with her Father and new rightaway in her heart that a woman is not supposed to treat a man like she was. girl also knew that if it was her man she would be respecting him. Getting his slippers and a drink when he got home from work. She would also have a hot meal on the table just the way that he would want it. girl knows that her way is the way that it should be. the man is to be the head of the household not the woman. the woman is to be submissive to the husband and to do all things to please him. that is why girl decided that this is the kind of lifestyle that she wants. she knows that she would have nothing and be nothing if it were not for man.

girl knows that the One that she will serve will be the One that she will give her deepest respect and honor to. she also knows that there will be nothing that she would not do for that One as that One would not ask her to do anything that she would not want to do. right now girl has no One and feels as if she is not truly alive,but she knows in time she will have One that will want her to be at His/Her feet. girl knows her place and respects it.

girl cannot wait to be with the One who will be hers to serve forever and ever. And that One will not want for nothing as girl will do all to keep that One happy and content. girl also knows that the One she will be serving will be loving, kind and gentle but can be harsh,controlling and strict as it is needed. girl knows that the One will be well balanced as most are that she has seen.