sometimes i just wish all of my friends could be perfect, you know what i mean? sometimes they whine if they don't get their way and they also whine if the guy they like isn't talking to them or dumb stuff like that. i mean dont get me wrong, i like a guy too, but i don't freak out and start crying if he doesn't say hi. not that he would-he's not even in my grade (oopsies, but whatev, nobody cares!) but i'm not really a whiner. :-) thats good. also, i'm kind of freaked about this one girl who WAS my friend, and now i dont know if shes my friend because she acts like it only sometimes, and then she'll hate me and be a female dog to me. (i don't wanna say the word.) has anyone out there ever felt like that? plus all of my BFFs are freaking out about boys asking them out and stuff like that (kissing, etc.). cuz it is only 6th grade, but they don't hafta be such babies about stuff like that. and you don't have to have a boyfriend if you don't want one, right? ugh...boys can be so confusing though! like you don't know if they like you or not, or if they were just flirting with you. 

okay, so now for the advice that i need....how do i get a boy whos just a year older than me to notice me? im gonna be in middle school, so ill see him a lot at lunch and breaks and switching classes. plus he rides my bus. but how do i get him to NOTICE notice me?? and to maybe like me ?? i just want this advice handy with me. :-) 

 

thanx so much, and PLEASE comment!!

 

okay...now i hafta go call one of my friends. hopefully she hasn't left everyone and gone boy crazy...

 

so, later... :-P

 

C ya!! xoxo, Payton

 

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