i knew it... im not stupid.... why God?! whatever. i actually like her... thats why it sucks. i need new friends. like now... kill me. let me go home Jesus... so i can just be in a place where no one else and nothing else matters except Jesus... i want to die... or throw up. maybe both... throw up and then die. kill me now. ugh. ill live i feel like my insides are being ripped out of my thousands and thousands or pores in my body. and i will be left in little tiny noodle inside bits. kill me. i should have followed scotties advice. always listen to scott.*remember that. Always listen to scott... and mom... and then life will be good.I will live. i always do....