Another rainy night

So here we go again...

Food for thought : Vegetables :)

I'm starting to seriously think I have some sort of eating disorder.  I stree about my weight WAY too much.  I finally went to the gym tonight.  Just got home... driving home from work tonight I almost talked myself into " I'll go tomorrow...really!"   Glad I didn't believe that again!  Seems like these days with all my working, I don't have time to work out.  Just realized that I was just making excuse after excuse.  Crazy thing is I thought maybe I could be as skinny as those models by just looking at them.  Haha yeah that wasn't working!  You would think working around medicine  I would wise up about my health!  Took me long enough.... I guess the point of the matter is I'm starting too.  I want to be healthy, I don't want to just talk about being healthy.  I guess the topic of choice tonight is HEALTH.

My dad use to always race us to the car.... two weeks before he passed away he raced me and my little brother up a hill in Estes Park, CO.  I want to be able to do that with my kids!

So today as in the 24th I guess since its after midnight.... I am declaring to the world that I am going to dedicate some of my time (that I probably would be using to work) to exercise! I really don't care what the scale says (Well... I do a little) I just want to be fit! Maybe I can kick this stupid eating disorder/obsession/whatever you want to call it THING.... to the fat curb for good!  If I'm fit, then I'm not fat... and if I'm confident, then I'll shine.... and if I shine more, then maybe I'll find a husband!!!!  Ha that was a joke and probably another topic for another night.....

Moral of my story.... get off your lazy butts and get healthy with me!  Or at least be jealous when I'm singing.... "Dontcha wish your girlfriend is hot like me!"

Night Yall!