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So I took some Xanax this morning and it has made me feel a lot better. I just wish it wasn't such a temporary thing...

I miss David a bunch and I wish I didn't have to go to school today. So far though it has been going by really fast. I started Burger King yesterday and it was a lot better than I had expected it to be. I learned how to make Whoppers and other kinds of beef sandwiches. I was so hungry the whole time. xD

I'm still extremely torn on whether or not to stay here in Pevely or not. It's so frustrating. I love David with all my heart... but I'm not sure if it's going to be a lasting relationship. I just hope to god he isn't doing heroin still. It would be extremely disappointing if he was.

I talked to Jessica the other day and we had a really fun conversation. She told me all the news that's been going on at JFK and it kind of made me depressed. I think I might actually miss Chesterfield, except for my grandma of course. Because she sucks and she's a stupid bitch. Anyway.

I hope this weekend is fun, I work on Sunday from 5-8. Luckily I get to work backline, which is like cooking and stuff. I'm afraid of interaction with customers kind of. I don't like getting yelled at.

Well, that's all for now I think, I'll update Monday.

Peace.