Let It Slide â?¥

I  forgive; I forget; I remember; I regret

Through EVERYTHING he's put me through;
there's ALWAYS going to be that special place for him in my heart;
I KNOW what he did was WRONG, but he's not thinking straight.. I
miss him; the old him.. &;I miss his voice; I miss his hugs; I
miss his kisses; I miss his love; I miss the daily phone calls; I
miss the loonngg random conversations.. I know I'm taken, but that
still doesn't mean my feelings for him will change. He was my first
true love, and day by day; I knew the day would come, when he
walked away; he said it's the best for us, obviously he doesn't
know what's best for me.. What's best for me is feeling his touch.
ONE LAST TIME. He wants me too be happy; apparently he doesn't understand that I was happy with him.. Of course there was arguments, jealously, and trust issues in our relationship, but doesn't every relationship? Yea of course they do; but in the end, they get stronger, well that didn't happen with him, and I; it made us back away from eachother, and soon we backed away from eachother so much where he couldn't take it anymore; I tried doing EVERYTHING in my power to keep him and I together, but it wasn't good enough. The shit he put me through wasn't okay at all, but in the end; I always ran back to him for more, which I regret, if I would've stuck to my word; he would've realized that he lost something good, and I think he's realizing that day by day; he may be falling in love with this other girl, which is COMPLETELY fine with me, 'cause i've fallen in love with another boy, who doesn't make me cry, who doesn't put me down; he does the complete oppisite. I guess I can say: "I'm a lucky girl♥"