Tue, 1 Dec 2009

3:30 AM - Hand... Need...

i'm not quite sure how to breathe
without you here
i'm not quite sure if I'm ready to say goodbye
to all we were
be with me
stay with me
just for now
let the time decide when i won't need you
my hand searches for your hand
in a dark room
i can't find you
help me
are you looking for me
can i feel any more
lie to me, i'm fading
i can't drop you
tell me i don't need you
my hand searches for your hand
in a dark room
i can't find you
help me
are you looking for me
etch this into my brain for me
tell me how its supposed to be
where everything will go
and how i'll be without you by my side
my hand searches for your hand
in a dark room
i can't find you
help me
are you looking for me
my hand searches for your hand
in a dark room
i can't find you
help me
are you looking for me

music: Hana Pestle "Hand"

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3:28 AM - 11.29.09

Beginning. Fear, scared, afraid. Fear of the unknown, fear of the future, fear of losing the one that I found, the one that has made me happy... happier than I have been, happier than I knew I could be. Scared of the future, scared of ruining what I have, ruining what I could have, ruining a good thing. Afraid of what could be, what may not be, what will be.

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