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It's 4 am. I have class at 6. Why the fuck am I awake? I can never sleep anymore. EVER. I think I might have insomnia. I don't really mind not sleeping, as I have much more time to tear shit up. But, I get so tired. It's like taking 15 benadryl to trip, you want to sleep but you can't. You'd like to think clearly, but it's impossible. I'm heading to the beach. That's exactly what I'm going to do. The beach is only 5 minutes away, so I'll have time to chill. I'll bring a blanket, I'll call a friend [or two] and I am going to not sleep because.. SLEEP IS FOR THE WEAK. hello jacob and kayla (;