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It's 2 in the morning, I have class in the morning, and however much I try, I CANNOT GO TO SLEEP. I want to but I can't. I tried calling people and nobody anwsered. I tried going to some stupid chatting sites but it's all dick, dick, dick. God, I just want a decent conversation at 2 in the morning, but I don't get that so I'll have to settle on talking to myself basically. I had a good day for the first time in awhile. Have you ever felt that after you leave a really fun time, you just want to go back? I wish I was still riding around town just being fucked up. I can't go back though which sucks. I'll have myself a ciggarette and a nice glass of pepsi and listen to depressing music and try my hardest to sleep.