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SO ....pretty much everyone i know hates me. my ex. my parents. ppl at school. my friends. and even people i havent met in my life. isnt that just the best. sorry if im such a fuck up. you'll get over it. yeah, sorry to my ex, for "bad timing". sorry to my parents for wearing pants. seriously? so theres a hole in my fave pair of jeans....get over it. oh, and sorry fer the "bitchy behavior", i guess. might as well throw that one in there too. sorry to my friends for what ever the fuck i did to piss u off. and sorry to the ppl i havent met fer infuriating u fer some stupid ass reason. gunnar...havent talked to him since ash was here. guess hes pissed off to. dont even know what the fuck i did there. connor might as well be dead to the world...havent talked to him in ten centuries. yeah, sorry to sean that ur gf broke up wif you. not really my fault being as i had nothing do do with it. sorry im not coutney's mom. i didnt put so much "stress" on her. i dont even fucking know courtney. so ur still sad that "the only person u love" isnt dating u. sorry fer fucking up...again...by asking why ur sad. im fucking sorry. if some one dumps you, you get over it. you dont mope until they come back forever cuz chances are they wont. oh, did i mention, IM SORRY! seriously. i get it. you dont wanna talk. fine. i guess ill get over. yeah kinda like how i got over being abandoned but you know what? thats not important. fuck, shes all u ever talk about, when honestly i could care less.

and this is why i believe love is just a figment of the imagination. ppl get so obsessed in something that doesnt exist. LOVE IS NOT REAL. if it was i doubt so many ppl would hate me. isnt it just ninja kool how i can do nothing and still have ppl mad at me? arent i just amazing?

oh, and if anyone reading this is mad now that ive said all of his get in fucking line. fucking get over it cuz i could honestly care less who else wants to hate me. start a blog or some shit. it helps. thats why i do it. its whatever.

balls i hate life.

ha, and now i really know my parents hate me...i just walked through the kitchen on my way to the bathroom, and they got ninja quiet. oh-ho-ho, thats just grand.

-peyton.

i might as well not exist anymore.