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Big hopes.  Big dreams.  Small town.  Even
smaller budget.  Where to even begin... I guess the short
version would do:

1.  Parents are going through a divorce.
2.  I now live less than 5 minutes away from my mother who
I don't really get along with.
3.  My heart is in the city, Lexington to be exact.

4.  It took long enough but I have finally moved on from
my boyfriend of 2 years, Seth, to a guy who is
truly amazing and actually cares about me,
my feelings, and treating me like it!
5.  I tried really hard during my first semester in
college, WKU, and still came out with only a 1.0 as my
GPA.  Yes, I know, awful.
I really want to transfer to U of K but worry that that
will keep me from it and       then what will I
tell everyone to explain why I didn't get in?

I decided to start having a blog while watching a movie
about someone writing a blog.  So now, this will be my
outlet for frustration, sadness, happiness, thoughts, dreams,
etc.
I do have a lot of hopes and dreams.  I have always
dreamed of being someone who could financially take care of
themselves.  I have many things in my life that mean a lot
to me and that I enjoy.  Pageants, cooking, family,
writing, shooting a gun...but what do I want to do with the
rest of my life?  Honestly, right now I have no idea.
I wish I did but I don't.  I used to know hands down
what I wanted to do and exactly the plan that I would take in
order to get there.  But that all changed when Seth and I
broke up.  Yes, silly I know but shit happens and that's
what happened when we split.

But, right now, I'm tired.  I think I'll just sit down
tomorrow and write one big blog.  So, until then...

-E