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2010-01-09T21:59:00.000Z

Big hopes. Big dreams. Small town. Even smaller budget. Where to even begin... I guess the short version would do:

1. Parents are going through a divorce.
2. I now live less than 5 minutes away from my mother who I don't really get along with.
3. My heart is in the city, Lexington to be exact.
4. It took long enough but I have finally moved on from my boyfriend of 2 years, Seth, to a guy who is truly amazing and actually cares about me, my feelings, and treating me like it!
5. I tried really hard during my first semester in college, WKU, and still came out with only a 1.0 as my GPA. Yes, I know, awful. I really want to transfer to U of K but worry that that will keep me from it and then what will I tell everyone to explain why I didn't get in?

I decided to start having a blog while watching a movie about someone writing a blog. So now, this will be my outlet for frustration, sadness, happiness, thoughts, dreams, etc.
I do have a lot of hopes and dreams. I have always dreamed of being someone who could financially take care of themselves. I have many things in my life that mean a lot to me and that I enjoy. Pageants, cooking, family, writing, shooting a gun...but what do I want to do with the rest of my life? Honestly, right now I have no idea. I wish I did but I don't. I used to know hands down what I wanted to do and exactly the plan that I would take in order to get there. But that all changed when Seth and I broke up. Yes, silly I know but shit happens and that's what happened when we split.

But, right now, I'm tired. I think I'll just sit down tomorrow and write one big blog. So, until then...

-E