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GOD I NEED TO GET OUT OF WATEVER FUNK IM N CUZ I DONT WANT NEGATIVE FEELING TO AFFECT MY CHILD. IM STARTIN TO QUESTION IF I REALLY SHOULD STAY WIT MY BABYDADDY OR NOT. ESPECIALLY IF THE OTHER PERSON HE FUCKIN IS PREGNANT. I DONT WANNA B AROUND IT U NO. I FEEL I WILL END UP BEIN A COMPLETE BITCH TO THIS GIRL WHO HAS NOTHING WRONG WIT HER AT ALL. SHE IS SUCH A SWEET GIRL N I DONT WANNA GET MAD AT HER WHEN I SHOULDNT B. I REALLY THINK I SHOULD JUST HAVE A PLACE FOR ME N MY CHILD AWAY FRM EVERYONE. CUZ I FEEL SUMTIMES IM A BURDEN. ESPECIALLY SINCE IM NEVER DOIN N E THING N E ONE ASKS ME N THE FIRST PLACE N IT LOOKS LIKE THE ONLY PERSON I CARE BOUT IS MYSELF. LIKE I SAID. THE ONLY ONE I TRUELY CARE BOUT IS MY CHILD N IF GOD TAKES HIM AWAY ILL HAVE NOTHING.