life changed for one second and now is back to normal

All of my friends are frustrated with em and need space. They say they can't open up to me and that i called them bad friends. I don't even remeber saying that but i know i did. I feel like i am a bad persona nd above all bad friedn. I thought life was all good and i was doign better now i am back were i started. Why si God doing this to me again? What have i done? ughh well get back to you soon

Joann