Love at frist sight?

Dear Journal,

Life has been so idk wonderful lately. School is going much better and i am in a play now. I got one of the main parts. lol i am the evil goblin queen int the play irnea and curidie. I now have new friends and enjoying life much better. My new friends are loyal and wonderful. They are my kind of style deep. I am still going to counciling and it is helping alot. Since that one time i hurt myself, i have learned form my trial of my past and am now moving foreard on life. Back to the play it is in a week and i have nevr been so excited. I am still taking guitar and love it. It helps bring out my emotions. And i have a kinda love life going on. His name is Sam and we have been talking non stop lately. IU just liek him as a friend but he really likes me. We talk about everything..he know like everythign about me and still likes me for me. i showed him the real Joann and he loved it. A part of me wanted to like him afriad i would never have a "love" like this again but the other half said no jsut friends. I think i made the right choiced iun staying frineds but in the future who knows? the reason i ahve been making new firneds is becasue i lately discover that alot of my friends have been gossiping about me. They said i was a worrier who didn't have any self condfidenece and need to go with the flow. Well people i son't go with the flow...i am Joann Johnson the up and dpwn girl who is different. Talk to you soon journal.

Joann