another day

well today was another day i let keith take the puppy for the night i talked to chris all the time i still have feeling for him and he knows it he still know who to get to me by talking about the other girls it dont bother me like it use to when we was together maily because we are not together anymore but i think that if we can talk every thing through we will be together again i loved that time in my life i do miss him alot i am glad that we are talking again i can tell that he loves talking to me and i love talking to him their is one person that calls me stupid and says that i dont have a brain for talking to him again and that is because of how bad he hurt me but i let him have it last night for no reason because i was mad at a person and he had to hear it i tryed to say i was sry and he told me not to say sry  that he was just glad that i was telling him what was wrong with me and that i still trust him to talk to him like i did and i do still love him he and i was going to get married but i let people tell me the way to run my life and i aint letting that happen no more i promised him and my self that but he all ways will have a place in my heart no matter what