TATERS THOUGHTS

i dont know where to start get this i am possed to get a bed from my mom due to me not having one when i moved in with my aunt i am sleeping on a air bed not comfy me and him are kinda ok me had something against my cuz that lives with us she did nada to him i can say this if he keeps it up he will be out the door well he is in the room and coming over here

I DNT KNOW WHAT TO THINK ANYMORE I TALK TO  THIS GUY AND ME AND MY GUY ARE HAVING PROBLEMS THAT I HAVE TALKED TO HIM ABOUT AND NOTHING SEEMS TO BE CHANGING I AM AT THE POINT OF NO RETURN WHERE I CALL IT QUITS MY AUNT TOLD ME THAT I SHOULD TELL HIM THAT WE MOVED IN TOGETHER TOO SOON HE IS MY HE IS MY FIRST TO SLLEP WITH I THINK THAT I AM FALLING OUT OF LOVE WITH HIM DUE TO ARE PROBLEMS I REALLY DNT KNOW WHAT TO DO THE GUY THAT I TALK TO SAID TO ME THAT IF I AM UNHAPPY THAN I NEED TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT THAT THERE IS NO REASON FOR ME TO BE UNHAPPY MY GUY TOLD MY MOM THAT HE LOVES ME WITH ALL OF HIS HEART BUT HOW DOES HE KNOW THAT HE LOVES ME THAT MUCH?? I DNT KNOW ANYMORE IT IS HARD TO SAY ON WHAT I AM GOING TO DO I DO KNOW THIS THAT I AM GOING TO GET  AJOB SOON I DNT KNOW WHERE AN I DNT CARE WHERE I CANT BE WITH SOMEONE WHO DOESNT LIKE MY CUZ FOR NO REASON AT FIRST WHEN ME AND HIM GOT TOGETHER NO ONE LIKED IT DUE TO HIS AGE AND THE 14 YEAR DIFF BETWEEN US MY DAD DOESNT CARE FOR HIM THAT MUCH I WISH THAT I HADNT MOVED IN WITH HIM MY AUNT LIKES HIM BUT LATELY I THINK SHE THINKING DIFF ON THAT IT IS BEING TO BE LIKE I AM WITH MY EX BF AGAIN AND HIM THINKING HE OWNS M WHEN NO ONE DOES. HE COMES IN HERE WHEN I AM ON TH PHONE OR ON THE PC TO SEE WHO I AM TALKING TO AND TO SEE WHAT I AM DOING I AM 22 YEARS OLD AND I HAVE A DAD I AM JUST BLOWING OFF STEAM MY CUZ SAID THAT I AM TO NICE AND THAT I NEED TO PUT MY FOOT DOWN ONCE AND FOR ALL I DNT KNOW WHAT TO DO HE HAS A LAPTOP AND HE PUT IT UP SO ONLY HE CAN USE IT AND SAID THAT HE WAS GLAD THAT HE PUT IT UP SO NO ONE COULD USE IT WTF! I KNOW IT MAY SEEM LIKE LITTLE SHIT BUT TO ME IT HAS BEEN BUILDING OVER TIME AND I HAVE JUST HAD ENOUGH OF IT HE KNOW THAT I AM ON THE PC WRITING ON HERE AND HE CAME IN HERE AND I TURN THE PC AROUND AND HE SAID THAT HE IS WATCHING TV WHEN I TURNED AROUND HE WAS TRYING TO SEE WHAT I WAS TYPING ON HERE GRRRRRRR IS WHAT I FEEL LIKE I AM TIRED OF TALKING TO HIM AND I AM TIRED OF ASKING HIM HIM STOP THE ATTITUDE WITH EVERYONE AND HE DOESNT HE IS GOING TO END UP GIRLFRIENDLESS REALLY SOON !!!!! THAT IS THAT