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I'm so fucking confused. Fucking Stephanie was supposed to fucking train me to be prepared for when she left but she fucking trained me half ass and now I'm fucking constantly getting in trouble cause I don't know what the fuck I'm doing. I feel like everybody's pointing fingers at me thinking I'm an idiot when if I had just been taught the right way the first time around things would be fine. I wonder if she fucking left shit out on purpose. I feel like it sometimes. I don't want Bob to fire me cause it seems like I'm not learning anything, cause that's not even the case. Nobody's hardly taking the time to show me anything, everybody just basically expects me to know it all. I wish Acacia would come back because I know I could ask her and I know she could cover my ass and not get in trouble by Bob. But she hasn't been to work in god knows how long. Ugh. I love my job but I'm frustrated. I just pray that I learn everything and that Bob is happy with my work and wants to keep me around.