thinkin...

so like... i need to do hella college shit... and i've been thinkin bout goin away to college lately but i love ma bf and i don't wanna think about that tonight... i've got plenty of time to figure out what ima do. well.. i kno what ima do and i've had this type of conversation with myself n others b4 and i don't wanna talk about that. i have so many plans with my checks and i haven't even got one yet. i kinda don't wanna work during winter break bt maybe it will give me time wit that sexy guy, i always talk about how i think sumbody is cute or somethin n ppl r like "what about your bf?" and im thinkin "what about him???? he still here... i just think this other nigga is sexy" but i dunno. i think differently.