urn:jj:justjournal.com:atom1:booterj janelle JustJournal 2026-05-07T02:23:54.934Z urn:jj:justjournal.com:atom1:booterj:746 2005-11-12T15:36:00.000Z 2005-11-12T15:36:00.000Z it is in the middle of the afternoon.i am at working,helping a cx trbleshoot his internet connectivity. M is not here today,and I don't mean in this building.He is not in this city anymore.He left late last night.not many words were said. Too bad I can't get him out of my heart and head. I wonder if he thinks of me..my fragile security level is at an all time low,it tells me no. M is happier when I'm not around.