nights end

sometimes my mind wnt allow me to think,my legs refuse to let me move,my heart fails to beat and im just there defensless in a crowded room full of friends. sometimes it just gets to be to much,so hard to keep going when your whole life youve just been...keep going. i want to stop and be at peace but instead my soul is restless searching for answers that stem from the most complex questions. i wish there was someone on this planet that understood this chaotic brain of mine..breathe!!!