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i hate you when your on pills i hate it when you tell me i thought about what you said and swear to slow down or stop but go right back to it. i hate that im not important enough to you i hate that im always wrong i hate that i can ne er have an opinion around you especially on pills i hate that my life has to change but yours dnt i hate how you love to point the finger but youcant take it when somebody points theres at you. take the blame your a pill head and youll be dope sick the rest of your life.. you love yoour pillls more than you love me and i love you more than i do weed..........aint it funny baybay???? you dont realize your about to loose a really good man..who knows you probably told me that youd sell those pills and went in your pocket and bought them fr yourself. you actually do me wrong but im not supposed to be upset...well to late im sick and tired of having a dope sick fiance i will not put myself through that pain and guilt i diserve better and i love you but im almost gone baby...i want you to realize i want to spend my last days with you..want to be happy and old and honest sober people and a loving couple in the slow lan not the fast lane aways.. it brings me to my knees to think im not important to you..eventhugh you clearly stated that i am i do not honestly believe it or else you would have changed