no lie

i may have stole a monster from walmart and even went in your purse to get that but i did not do what i am accused of. eventhough my past is questionable i did not do that but now i have no defense. it just hurts to know that the reasn im going to loose her is over something that i honestly did not due and have no knowledge about.i did what i did and she knows about it but as far as that goes i am not wrong i am only wrong for not doing it so that i could say yes i did it and not be blamed for a ill fated coincidence. i love but i hurt i hurt but i will live to fight another day with or without her i will be alright but without her i have no reason for living..thinking bout overdosing today hell maybe going to the woods and blowing my heart out cuz i cant live anymore. she dont trust me over something that probably happened in between here and there but i will and am the scape goat for everything that can happen...shes at her brothers and im sitting here thinking about my future and seeing if i can see myself