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Wed, 11 Feb 2009
3:30 PM - surgery
my God sure is an awsome God and has braggin rights all over my life.
i was believing for a miracle before my surgery today. and guess what...i recieved one.
the doc said the tumers were half the size and half as many as there were.
therefor, my surgery wasn't nearly as intense as it was planned.
thank you Lord for your love your grace and your mercy on my life.
you're the true doc w/ the true healing powers.
BY YOUR STRIPES I'VE BEEN HEALED!!!
mood: 
Thankful
Mon, 9 Feb 2009
2:13 PM - tugging at my heart
The Nagging Voice
Awakened in the night
by a nagging voice that keeps me
desperate to create...
that has me giving life
to the screams I keep inside,
or be ever burdened by their weight.
Overwhelmed by emotions
I simply can't help but feel...
hoping that if I can figure it out,
it may help someone else
to keep it real.
If I can make good
all that has had me bound...
if I can find a soul
wandering aimlessly,
praying to be found.
then, I can say that I made a difference
and I didn't just float through life
doing my own thing...
but I really did try to do it right.
Heidi L. Hicks-Ashton
mood: 
Exhausted
2:05 PM - trying to keep it real
Meaningful Choices
meaningful choices, hush the voices
we hear in the middle of the night.
urging us to do what we know
in our heart is right.
soul choices are the ones
the voices scream
do the right thing-do the right thing!
there's no denying, we all have a will
and a personality that fits.
so then, why do we deny that we
have a heart and attached to that
"our concience"?
no one need convince us of what we're supposed to do.
we need only listen to the
voice that impresses on our heart
to trust our intuition,
evaluate the situation, then
do the right thing.
Heidi Hicks-Ashton
mood: 
Tired
2:03 PM - never alone
Set Free
standing in an alley shouting to thin air,
never alone but no ones right there.
should i make a wish?
should i say a prayer?
when i open my eyes will anyone care?
can i get a little help? can i get a hand?
should i take a bow?
should i make my last stand?
w/in a moment all things bacame clear.
it's been you God
that's always been near.
though my eyes aren't the best,
i can finally see.
thank you God for always walking w/ me.
set free.
Heidi L. Hicks-Ashton
mood: Exhausted
2:02 PM - turning point
Heidis Heart
With boldness I come
and kneel before you, to lay down
these burdens I can't get through.
I'm asking in my Lord Jesus Christ's
name...That you wash clean
my sins, my guilt and my shame.
If it weren't for your grace
I can't think of a reason You should...
make the things in my life that
I've made bad, good.
But your word declares
that "if I asked" You would.
Thank you God for making it so easy
I could.
I want to reflect your love
so that others can see. . .
it's your light that shines deep within me.
Heidi L. Hicks-Ashton
mood: Thankful